Mom and dad bought ,unch and breakfast for us this morning .
This pampering is getting me fatter and fattest .

Stayed at home the whole day , only went up to my uture house which is onli 4 stories above my current house . lol
I searched the net and saw a type of pattern i want to paint my room . So pretteh ! but how to paint ? lol


This pattern but different colour

People seriously should see this video . treasure people around you more ..
the song in my blog , but the MV gives a new feel . damn damn emotional , cry !

I deleted those mean words , guess he have not seen it . but i still dont understand . After she told me the conversation between both of you . Tell me truthfully ..

Jalan kayu for prata in the morning , ikea then courts .
went back around 1230 , met ashley chuling aloysius at 1pm
went to look for joel filbert siongkiat gideon darryl and joel's brother
soccer and basketball , then to joel's house
was his bday , but didnt bother to buy presents
ate kfc , watched RAIN'S concert live
for thrity min only , called pris but she wasnt in
until the show was gonna end , then call me take video
took video for onli 2 min loh
then watched Jing wu men the NG parts , all of us duno why so high laugh till peng
ate bday cake

no mood to say liao lah . bye




Chuling and ashley

Aloysius sucker ! haha and fugly me =xxx

happy bday . belated

ling and me .

ling and me again ~

The NG parts laugh till peng . duno why , lol

Fug fug fug ;
fcuked up by fcuking bitches .

ps : tell me straight if you dont want to hear my nag yeah ?!

Oh yeah im back again . after 5 whole days of not using the computer
my tolerance level is real good huh ^^v

As usual , many things happened the past week . but too lazy to name
Audition was on thursday , me jocelyn siya prisillia wendy backed out . Pris wasnt willing though . but majority wins . we were tooooo ps already . plus so many audience ley . & from the audition , the song which i had a hard time finding .. someone sang it and i knew the title , yay ! the song's on my blog now . i think the song's dam emo .

2 days to our FOOOOOOUUUURRRTTTHHH month ! fast hor , but slow -.-
then then , prisllia is drooling over the L .
actually i notice him oso de loh . cant deny , he's cute =x !
we call him L cos he looks lyk him . to me luh , a bit .

oh yeah . monday i was suppose to group with joey . cos only me and her left in norlinda's class . walau , sway ka lau sai , i almost cried k . LOL ! duno why i was being stupid . then next day norlinda changed me and emo to Ms.simon's home econ class . so i did not have to partner with joey =DDDD
then on that day , had cold war with prisillia for 1 day . next day then hao loh .
lol . oh yeah , went to the national dental there on wednesday . i have to wear braces ! omg , how wud i look lyk .. hmm . but not wearin so soon , havin surgery first . and gonna have anastatic , cool .

btw , dewi was being scolded by mrs.sng cos she wrote about teachers on her blog . Please read this , i have no idea why they are so bloody kaypo to read pple's blog luh . lol , teachers have nth to do izzit ?


Their trademark . or the "Meanies" trademark .

Look here girls .

They in my house playin mahjiong . i duno how to play T.T

On audition day , we went cp ear

LOL


My new blog song lyrics
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were
But I walked away
If only I knew
What I know today (Ooh, ooh)

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done
Forgive all your mistakes
There’s nothing
I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won’t be there

(Ooh) I’m sorry for
Blaming you
For everything
I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself
By hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won’t admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
Cause it’s you I miss
And it’s so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong
Would you help me understand
Are you lookin’ down upon me
Are you proud of who I am
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

(Ooh) I’m sorry for
Blaming you
For everything
I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself (ooh)

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I’ve missed you since you’ve been away

Ooh) It’s dangerous
It’s so out of line
To try and turn back time

I’m sorry for
Blaming you
For everything
I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself
By hurting you

LITTLEST THINGS
meaningful song .

sometimes i find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
especially when i have to watch other people kissin'
and i remember when you started callin' me your miss's
all the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
i'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
i dont why i trusted you but i knew that i could
we'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
i was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

(chorus)
dreams, dreams
of when we had just started things
dreams of you and me
it seems, it seems
that i can't shake those memories
i wonder if you have the same dreams too.

the littlest things that take me there
i know it sounds lame but its so true
i know its not right, but it seems unfair
that the things are reminding me of you
sometimes i wish we could just pretend
even if for only one weekend
so come on, tell me
is this the end?

drinkin' tea in bed
watching dvd's
when i discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
you take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
as if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell i was nervous, so you held my hand
when i was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

(chorus)
dreams, dreams
of when we had just started things
dreams of me and you
it seems, it seems
that i can't shake those memories
i wonder if you feel the same way too

the littlest things that take me there
i know it sounds lame but its so true
i know its not right, but it seems unfair
that the things remind me of you
sometimes i wish we could just pretend
even if for only one weekend
so come on, tell me
is this the end?

Oh i can just kill myself now .
for missing RAIN'S concert
Yes , his concert is the most expensive one ive seen
but if i work , i dont mind working for that one seat .
kill me kill me KILL ME T.T
well , i may sound mad over him
& pple may critisize him or hate him for christ sake
but to me , he's my hot celebrity crush
i bet many people are crying like me , not being able to attend
haha , dumb . prisillia's crying too , i guess ? lmao

his concert has started for an hour already
its too late , once in a lifetime thing . haiiiiiiiiiish


In full house . he's tall and hot

Damn i regretted walking to chuling's house , tired .
so i took like 20min walking there and halfway walking i realized i didnt bring money, wtf .
4bucks was all i had , but i borrowed from chuling luh ><
went to her house,hanged there for awhile and took train to dhoby ghaut .
after that , bugis & vivo
well , didnt buy anything . just bought food . lol
train-ed home around 4+ , was frigging tired already . slept on the train while she zilian-ed with my phone for the whole trip -.-

i was retarded . haha !

sad dog . there more think about it , the more idont wanna have a dog .
cos when it dies , you will be damn sad loh

that fatass act dao ><

the monster of my house -.-"

At night , pei whole family go to some kind of football watching place to watch football .
Liverpool - Chelsea , dad won . 2-0
oh , i was lookin at the HOT soccer players . LOL !
Peter Cech ! Didnt really have a close look at him but he looks handsome from far . xD

there was a pet shop beside the pub ,went there with mom and brother
had a Shitzu for sale , duno how to spell luh . cute mans !!
sadly , there's this 17year old dog . left there by the owner to die , cos they migrated to aussie
the dog looks really pathetic and sad . haish .. he just curls and stares into spaces all day long waiting for his death . T.T

i think she looks gorgeous in this picture , lol . the unicorn's so sweet

oh oh , went for breakfast at 8 . lol ,my whole family wakes up early all the time . the cause of hei yan quan , sigh~

went cp with mom , met dad there . then dad scold me in public , zZz
today mood wasnt tht good , the mudering cramps and moodswings ,urghh

fortunately , parted with dad and went to sengkang cc look for brother -.-
he sign up for those taekuando thingy , then i wanted hairdressing but , started already . plus 200bucks , what for ?
wait for next time de lesson ba .

Hana kimi 's cd out liao . got wuzun ^^
watch on youtube dao sian le loh ..
haiiiiiiiiiiiii , life's boring

btw , mom says if i get into
3G - 500bucks
3H - 700bucks
3I - 1000bucks
haha ! im working hard for "pay" day . hopefully i get into 1 of the classes $.$



being bored at skcc . pay ur respects pple

omgOMG . just watched the "Ai dao" Mv , Fei lun hai's urber cuuuuuuuteeee can ?!
dear still say their face suck . where got , your eye open bigbig watch this MV ba , haha !
btw , only 1 ugly . that toad , yes T-O-A-D . so obvious who he is ,just watch the MV . he shud just have plastic surgery cos his face just dont fit in there .
wu zun ! <3

btw , wads the name of the guy at 2.25min , he's so cute !
heh , dear oso lar > <

Frigging bored .
Talking to dear now , lol , sometimes can talk till peng loh ^^
Btw , there's a new American Idol !
Some parts very funny , LOL !
and and and , Fei lun hai coming singapore ! SHE ! AND RAAAAIIIINNNN !!!
cool huh , but too bad i wont be able to see any of them , especially Rain T.T

WEEEEE !!
oh well , only can use on fridays & weekends and i miss the internet hell loads !
have to keep myself updated mahhh
okay , time to update myself -_-

Did many things this week bah , i guess .
hmm , let me recall . STM , cant remember much

Pei prisillia and wendy trim their eyebrows =x=x=x , swimmed for past 3 nights , came home straight after school .
and i did mug ! and i did assesments okay ! & i forgot about my hw -.-

TODAAAAAYY , that fcuker angmoh-ish speaking geog teacher pisses our class off .
sucker , 3 lessons and he have not started a thing , gRRR-eeat .
and his accent is soooooooooooo , not understandable please !
today he caught me for laying my head down . hello ? i was not slping i was resting
whats the diff ? he also not teaching mah , then i tell him i headache -.- Pris told me to tell him de , sucker . jiao huai me right ?! People , best is not to mix with her . LOL !
After school went j8 .Sucker , wendy last min dun wan go cos she has stomachache -.- , duno real mah .. btw ,bought the pencil case i wanted sooo long ago , for 16bucks
Pris wated to buy her jacket , but dont have her size . On the bus home , laughed like chickens
LOL !

Ohyeahhhh , Wendy has found her Mr.right
Last long x)
but i still hate wendy for today , humphs

Saiful and mine cuppcake , pretty chaoda though

the back

front , cute rite . LOL ! i wanted the black one though , no more stock -.-

So i changed my skin again . it was ugly lah ..
lol , realized that Liang Shan Bo he Zhu li ye is all over the blogs
almost all the blogs i go to have that song

Zzz , finally done with this skin after hours . i tried billions of times on my previous one then something went wrong and had to use this skin . boring luh .. not satisfied with this skin siah . so ugly ..

IM GODDAMN BORED HERE .
freaking bored
and bought assesment books , forced by my parents
then fought with them this morning . eee hate my family

Im just posting cos there's noone to talk to on msn , & i duno why he never reply my message .
Wtf , im broke lerh . Have to save money for so many million things . oh i still owe natalie sixty bucks ! haha , i slowly return you ba xD

well , studying does suck . geography teacher sucks . waking up early sucks . getting drenched sucks . being broke sucks .

lol , im just making my life sound so , pathetic .
hopefully can find that son of a bitch spammer , or a girl of a bastard ? rather ..
& ive lost interest in chiong-ing dramas . sigh -

wth , i havent been online for days . i was banned luh . sigh ~

Forgot what happened this few days and wont bother to recall .

okay , TODAY . duno wads the problem lah norlinda asked those people from 1F last year to stay back for recess than talk to us about joey , i mean scold -.-
f*ck , with the teachers backing she think she very big meh .. nvm , norlinda was unreasonable too . saying that we have a happy family at home and dont care about joey cos she's weird .
zZz , you think our life veyr perfect meh , sai . gonna see my brothers face for my whole life .
andandand , someone used claudsen's name to spam my blog loh . so boji wan , want f*ck people say your real name lah , tmd .
Okay skipping everything , it rained like 24 whole hours and wouldnt stop, urghh . wanted to go j8 de then went pris house first lah . when we reached her house we drenched like shit liao loh . so uncomfortable then stayed at her house till 6 then took cab home with wendy . btw , i closed my nose piercing already , sigh ..

oh if it MIRICALLY doesnt rain tomorrow , pretty PUH-LEASE .
im going out with chuling .
so tata people !

TODAY LOH

TODAY AGAIN LOOOH

yesterday ? they;re covering their noses cos i wan to see if their nose got hair mah -.-


man i smell prisillia , cos im wearing her clothes

Just dyed my hair black , er brownish black . met chuling @ kangkar station @ 12. bought her contacts at rivervale plaza then went to cp . shopped for my school stuff and guai-ly read books in popular , hee . ate macdonalds . damn , everytime i go out with her we eat fastfood . haha , well the pictures .




dis boy was sitting beside us , angmoh . damn cute , i want his loooong eyelashes



for fun -.-

just heard the song "since you been gone" by kelly clarkson . reminded me of myself being a english person . well i plainly hear eng songs only . seriously i would never know music until i met odelia (: , we plan to start a band . haha , ambitious luh but dont think it will come true > < .

Since you been gone . this song made me fall in love with her

was fuggin frustrated and dl by my laptop and phone just now . vented my anger on wendy , hitting the keyboard like crazy , sollie sollie ! everythings ok now , changed blogskin for a few people ,hoped they liked it though . im bored , now my hp has no songs , the contacts are gone .

Wo ke yi by Cai Ming You


Zhuan shu tian shi by tank , put this song as my blogsong b4 . tis is not the mv though .

Wth . now i can only use the computer on friday nights and weekends . Yes , pathetic .
Then yesterday duno why the hell my hp's screen spoiled then sent for repair , bought a new phone , Sony Erricson W850i . Now my brother wants it blahblahblah . Im so stupid , shouldnt have bought it anyway . School ? Norlinda still gives a lot of pressure , as usual . & a new teacher called Mr.tey , oh man if you have him as ur geog teacher , or whatever teacher . You'll die , like my class , ultra naggy . then he wanted us to have this Geography contract , its secondary school here ? Caught for my hair today , bloody duno what shit teacher . Ms Cheh , you $*#@ .. Can die , in the end just called my dad . She care so much for what ? I her class meh . School's a bore , and its only the third day , how great . The best teacher i have is Ms Edwinia Cheng , Mr Lim ming en & Ms teo ? Good luck to me


i lost my contacts T.T , those whom i knoe , gimmi ur number asap in msn , thanks

PAST WEEK'S PICTURES ;D

We love to laugh

Liling went home , & we have no table manners =DDD

Mweeee and chuling

lols

oh byebye nails

Ahh , finally had time to come online . actually i cant use the computer . what kind of rule is that ? Er , my family rule .. School has started ytday , did not get caught for my hair , heng i dyed back luh . Guess what , Norlinda is my teacher . but after these 2 days , found her relatively OKAY luh .. not as b-a-d as last year though . Fortunately im taller than many new faces ^^ V . I shall work hardddddddddd !

School is booooorring

Went out with chuling ytday , straightened hair too . Lasts for only a few months ? Have to dye back my hair later T.T . Wondering if i can still fit in the uniform , lol! Going hunting for school bag with liling and rachel ^^, later

HAPPY 2007 ;D
may your resolutions/dreams/wishes come true -.-
set targets , for the better

Now for my resolutions/wishes
- taller and slimmer , =x
- get into 3G !!
- longer hair , blah
- richer , have my doggy back T.T
- FREEDOM
- dad to quit drinking , zZz
- learn more things , & matured
- make up lessons ;)
- make more friends , & last long ^^

more to go , never-ending list luh .
and and and ..
appreciate what you have , or even who
everything can change , for the worse . & better