Saturday, January 12, 2019

2019

Hey 2019! You’ll be great this year, I feel it.

Backtracking to what happened in 2018, everything happened so fast and it’s now such a blur to me. I wish I documented down my thoughts and feelings more - which will allow me to see how far I’ve grown through the tough times. While the memory is still somewhat there, I’ll like to jot down things I remember.

At the start of the year, gave my trust to someone but the person misplaced it. gave the benefit of the doubt and continued trusting.

was busy with work, life, juggling friends, love. It was tough. Could already feel things falling apart but still wanted to trust the process

April 2018 - with whatever hope I had, I allowed things to be and still hussled. Then, it just completely shattered. Following the shattering, God had to shatter it once more. My world became such a dark place.

Don’t really feel like continuing for now. But life was such a blur, healing and managing everything. I didn’t even realize how different things have become at the end of 2018.

For better? Or for worse? Acceptance?