Once in a while, I'll have this 'life talk' with mom. Which is always depressing lol.
Now that I'm older, it seems more serious as we're approaching the near future.
Marriage, jobs, the outside world. Really intimidates me. I think I'm a really sheltered person. I do not want to step into the world outside, it seems really bleak and scary for me..
I do not think I have the calibre and guts for it. Urghh, I'm always thinking this way about myself.
I'm not good enough.
But thennnnn, they always say to live the moment and not to worry about the future. But seriously, how not to sia. Mom says not to worry too much also and that there'll definitely be a road in life, but what?
Talking about marriage, I've thinking about it the most negatively in this point of my life. I can only see the cons of starting a family in my life right now. HAHA why am I talking about marriage.. Even the mother says not to get married lol. And that I need a husband that listens to me 100%. I know myself, don't want to hai si the man also hahaha. I'll just die alone with 100 dogs and some cats.
Now that I'm older, it seems more serious as we're approaching the near future.
Marriage, jobs, the outside world. Really intimidates me. I think I'm a really sheltered person. I do not want to step into the world outside, it seems really bleak and scary for me..
I do not think I have the calibre and guts for it. Urghh, I'm always thinking this way about myself.
I'm not good enough.
But thennnnn, they always say to live the moment and not to worry about the future. But seriously, how not to sia. Mom says not to worry too much also and that there'll definitely be a road in life, but what?
Talking about marriage, I've thinking about it the most negatively in this point of my life. I can only see the cons of starting a family in my life right now. HAHA why am I talking about marriage.. Even the mother says not to get married lol. And that I need a husband that listens to me 100%. I know myself, don't want to hai si the man also hahaha. I'll just die alone with 100 dogs and some cats.