its cny eve today,im excited but sad.sumtimes i realli feel lyk ending my farking not perfect life...my parents are realli mean sumtimes.especially my dad,he vents his anger on me,always.on US~my bro and me.i hate my bro too,my mom sumtimes and my dad mostly...i knoe its realli mean to say tat,tears are rollin.but i mentioned the word rollin,i think back.eunice had this song rollin,she made the song out to be so funny,she got it from the american idol thingy.i realli wish and hope my dad will undastand me.i havent got love probs got i havent even steaded in my life.my friends and i were jokin,if we would get a date on valantines day,hahas,too young anyway.i told em,if i get a box of choco on valentines day,+a letta.i would take the choco and throw the letter away.but its not tat funni yea.depends lo,i dun wanna go out wif a guy tat i dun lyk. mayb i said those sad stuff cos of the song iim listenin to. i went my anger everyday.i dun get my teachers to lyk mi,instead,wadeva i do,they dislyk me.forget it,life's so different now.its so opposite.i remember 6D,i will love everyone of euu,except darryl and yijie.i so wanna go back to last year,it was the bestest year throughtout the hule dam farkin life i had.bad memories.my frens dun seem to lyk mi sumtimes.but i dun care,i jus continue pretending not to knoe.iim such an ass,wad am i doing...can sumone help me?"going unda,i died again"