October.. already?

Almost November in fact.
Been the longest time away from home, but went back for a week during the start of October.
In fact, its only been 2 months away from home during that time.. But it felt like forever really.
Many times, whilst walking along the streets of New South Wales, it feels surreal..
This life, I've never been able to imagine myself in. A whole lot of different obstacles faced, and also beautiful things.
In a month, I'll be back in lovely home again. But I'm so sure I'll get sick of home in like a few weeks hehe. Seize the moment and live it. Almost one quarter of my time here is already gone. Woooooow...

Signing off lol

Bringing over da' mundane life

Oh my.. Aussie is really quite boring. Hahahaha but I'm not expecting my life here to be full of parties and fun too. The focus is about STUDIES. 

There is way less distractions here, I'm not partying, not chilling with friends till 3am, not doing my part time job, not going for family gatherings, not going out with my mom(whom I'm super dependent on). 

I guess it's a test of my discipline and independence. Although I'm staying with my 'guardians' here, who cooks for me and all, which I'm very grateful for. 

Googled on ways to become a straight A student, how to concentrate when studying etc hahahaha. They said the solution is to treat studying as your full time job. Which is really tough imo, even without the many distractions I would have faced in SG. I have to look at my pictures with beloved family and friends for motivation.. 💗

What a random rant. I can't wait to go back to SG but I forbid myself to say that anymore. I just want to live the moment here in Sydney. The enormous never ending skies, with so many shining stars at night(much more than SG I often stop while I walk to look at them). The colder weather, which I hate right now wish if was warmer.

Whatevs.. Back to studying. (I don't get this subject😓)

22/7 Leaving for Sydney

Yesterday was a sad night. At the same time, touched and happy to have everyone I love around me.



Fast forward, 23/7, I arrived in Sydney. Chilly weather, freezing cold at night. Have been crying throughout the day and massively sobbing for the past 2 hours. I feel weak, so unlike my normal self, but I guess its really normal for situations like this. I guess I really need to facetime all my loved ones once in a while, and my mom like everyday LOL.